Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Last Run...

This morning I head out for my last run as a non-marathoner. It's a five mile tempo run, same as last Thursday, but I'm not going to go quite as hard as I did last week. I'm in taper and you're not supposed to run a lot, far or hard during this week. My body needs to REST for Saturday.



Here's the deal with a marathon. It's 26.2 miles. It's 42 kilometers. We aren't made to run that distance. Ok, there are a few people that are, Dean Karnazes and Suzy Holt Goodwin being two of them, but not most humans. Did you watch the Boston marathon? The woman that came in second collapsed at the finish. She is clearly one of the best runners in the world and COLLAPSED at the finish. If you've been reading my blog, you know that the farthest I've run is 20 miles. And I only did that once. Before you get worried, that is normal. In fact, I have friends that only run 18 miles in their training for a marathon. If you run more than 20 in the time leading up to the marathon, it's likely that you'll get hurt. But you still work your body hard during training. Tempo runs (running at a faster pace for several miles), speed work (even faster paced intervals on a track with slower recovery jogs in between), hill work (sprinting up hills over and over and over), and long runs (16-20 miles) take a serious toll on your body. And then you go and run the full distance. Go watch a marathon if you've never been to one. They are actually really fun spectator events (if you want to start this weekend, I think there's one being held in High Point ;) ) You'll see the athletes, toned and lean, collapsing, convulsing, crawling across the finish.

WHY?



Because, well, just because. Because we can? well, maybe. Even runners that have finished marathons in the past have to drop out of races sometimes. so "because we can" isn't a good reason why, because maybe we can't. BUT (and this is the appropriate answer) BECAUSE we can TRY. EVERYONE can at least TRY to accomplish such a daunting task.



I used to say I would never run a marathon. Actually, I used to say I'd never run past three miles. But it hooks you somehow. And I'm hooked. So this Saturday, I will try. I won't be trying quickly, but I'll be trying.

I'm scared, nervous and anxious. Some of those feelings are alleviated because my friends Amanda and Ben are going to come out and pace me for several miles each. My parents are volunteering and then going to set up somewhere on the course to watch me run past. If you are going to be bored early saturday morning, and feel like going for a slow job, come out to High Point and hop on the course with me for a mile or two :) If you don't feel like running, come out and volunteer with registration or packet pick up or aid stations OR you can even come see me at the finish...I hope to finish around 12:30. The website with info about all that is ncmarathon.org



If you come out just to watch be sure to look for Holmes on the half marathon course! This is his first. He has rocked his training schedule and this should be a really great race for him!

So back to the taper thing...this week is boring. I ran three miles on Monday, have five today and that's it. I went to the gym yesterday and dawlded on the elliptical for a while before my abs class. Tomorrow, I'll probably do some walking speed elliptical work just to stay loose, then maybe take Riley for a long walk on the greenway on Friday. But no more running. The body must heal and rest. SO HEAL AND REST GOOD BODY. I hope I'm prepared!




Non running note : I received an A Plus in my Phonetics class! I finished my anatomy final and I think I should be getting an A in that class as well! I have a three week break until summer session starts...when I'll be taking FOUR classes and logging observation hours. EEK! But if you know me, you know I hate being un-busy, so I'm pretty psyched about it.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Ye of Little Faith

oops, typo, that should read ME of little faith. I'm not here to call you out!

such a powerful blessing of a verse this morning. just a good reminder.



Jesus Calms the Storm

23 Then he got into the boat and his disciples followed him. 24 Without warning, a furious storm came up on the lake, so that the waves swept over the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. 25 The disciples went and woke him, saying, "Lord, save us! We're going to drown!" 26 He replied, "You of little faith, why are you so afraid?" Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm. 27 The men were amazed and asked, "What kind of man is this? Even the winds and the waves obey him!"



If people ask what my "religion" is, I usually answer Christ Follower of Disciple of Christ and that's a pretty heavy term, but it helps when trying to relate to bible verses such as these.

side note: I DON'T call myself a christian. For many reasons, one being that it had a negative connotation in biblical times and another being that the members of churches that protest memorials of the elderly senselessly killed by a maniac call THEMSELVES christians. HA. I will NOT associate myself with them.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Boston...and dreams...

Today was the 113th running of the Boston Marathon...it has a rich history, and I'm not really into blogging about such things because you can find that info EVERYWHERE on the internet ;) I care about it because my friend Suzy (run51.blogspot.com) ran it today after qualifying with a PR in Arizona in 2007. She's an amazing runner and an inspiration to ALOT of people! Suzy finished in 3:42 and THAT'S amazing!

But Boston was also exciting to watch today because Kara Goucher was attempting to become the first American woman to win Boston since 1985. This is her second marathon ever. Her first was the New York Marathon and she placed THIRD. HER FIRST MARATHON. Amazing to me. We were streaming the coverage online of today's race and it was really quite exciting, people pulling ahead and then dropping back. Kara really held strong throughout, but the other two runners in the lead pack just pulled out strong with about 800 meters to go. She didn't give up and you could see that she was running as hard as she could despite the probable pain. She has a really interesting running gait, very leaned back compared to most runners, but apparently her coach has tried to "fix" it to no avail. I vote it doesn't need "fixing". She finished third. As did Ryan Hall, another American runner. It's an amazing accomplishment to see two Americans on the risers in the field of such other elite athletes from Africa and other countries.



But back to personal... All this also makes me want to start running for a living. Kara Goucher won $40,000 for her third place finish. That's $40,000 more than I'm making right now and she did that in one day. I really love running. and I think it would be amazing to try and do it for a living. Too bad I'm already 28. :) There's something in me that thinks I could be successful. But that's way wishful thinking. The part that appeals to me the most is Kara's schedule. She gets up at 8am, runs, eats and goes back to sleep. Then she gets up at 5pm and does that again. I could be so totally happy doing that every day :) But oh well. I'll settle for finishing this marathon and then maybe attempting to really "race" a 5k or 8k in late May.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Not Complaining

I'm continuing to be patient. Of five job opportunities, I haven't heard any real response about any of them. But this is me being patient and not complaining. I'm thankful to have the opportunities at all (says the loser of the big award).

I filled out an online application today. I am quite irritated to discover that I have to send transcripts in as part of my application packet. I have teaching licenses in two states. Does that not suffice? Transcripts cost money, and last I checked, I HAVE NO JOB.



Sigh. I'm NOT complaining.

I have become quite good at filling my free time. I am really appreciating the extra time to study. I've found a great abs class at the gym. And I got to go to the Ginter Gardens today with Grammy. That's a lot of G's. I love tulips and they were beautiful today.


This picture does not do the color of these flowers justice. They were incredible. And the dark purple ones behind them were really awesome too.
These are pinwheels next the lake, not blue flowers, but they looked really cool.





The invitations are finally out! I've heard from folks that have received them already and I'm officially in full panic mode. I'm so worried about people who weren't invited getting their feelings hurt. Creating a guest list is such a harrowing ordeal. I truly hope that no one is upset. We are planning the Saturday night party in an effort to celebrate with ALL of our friends. And we are REALLY looking forward to it all!!!

Tonight we were supposed to be traveling out to Williamsburg to have dinner with my family who is visiting from California, but my stepmom is having some medical issues so they didn't make the trip. Please pray for them, her doctors and that they can find an answer to her pain.

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Training-almost taper!

This is my last week of running before the taper... Holmes gets no taper for this race! His first 10 miler is next weekend, one week before the Half!

He was out near Portsmouth/Suffolk area yesterday for work and went on his two mile run while there...a) He calls it "just two miles" now, which is so awesome. b) this is a funny story. So he went running in his old neighborhood. When they lived there, his grandfather used to get tired of them being underfoot and in the house and tell them "go run around the block!" After his run last night, he called his mom to have her tell his grandfather that he finally did just that :)

Perspective Re-gained

I started to struggle again a little bit over the weekend with our "struggle" (I'll explain the quotation in a minute)
I was feeling anxious and angry and frustrated...Thank God for His Word...
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Genesis+8:1-17
God "remembers" me and this "struggle" and He knows whats next, etc etc.

The quotations around the word "struggle" are there because of any "struggle" Holmes and I could be taking on in the beginning of our second year together, this one is cake. It's the family and friends around us who are really struggling and I try to focus my prayers on them and not myself. Pain with unknown sources (two instances in our family), infections after surgeries (four instances in our family), open heart surgery and mega recovery, surgeries planned, new babies, job losses in families with new babies, the list goes on. As I was typing that I thought to myself, "where are you going with this, Acey, this is just depressing", well, my point is this. My "struggle" is not one. Their struggles are, but regardless of what it is that you're going through, let it bring you closer to Christ